Growing up is hard to do. When I was seven, I was certain that I would stay seven forever. I figured everyone just kind of froze at a certain age. My best friend would always be Amanda Hutchinson, we would always spend every day of every summer in her pool, and we would always have slumber parties, and we would always be just like we were. ALWAYS.

Then it happened. We grew up. She went off to college, and I was stuck in highschool. Then I went off to college, and I met my HLP. Somewhere in there, our dynamic changed. We still love each other, because we are like sisters, we are each others oldest friends. But somewhere in there, she turned into her, and I turned into me.

We lived our life.

And now, my oldest friend is pregnant. On purpose. She is going to be a mother herself.

I cannot even begin to wrap my mind around it.

I think it has finally happened, we are grown ups now.  ¶ 12:05 AM