Spaghetti and Truthballs
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
None, Never any.
I am so depressed today.
For those of you who don't know, I pretty much had two mothers growing up... My mom, and her best friend. Her best friend was incedentally my best friends mother.
Every summer, of the 100 days, we would spend probably 96 of them together. For at least 8 years in a row. Then she went to college, and then I went to college, and time kept passing and we kept growing.
Then she got married, and I stood at the front of the church with her. Then I got married, and there she was like we had promised each other we would be ever since we were tiny people.
To the best of my knowledge, that was where our promises with each other ended. They didn't cover the divorce to follow for me, or the child that followed for her.
I just got a myspace message asking that we don't do christmas gifts this year. You have no idea how depressing I find that notion. And yes, its so dumb to be depressed about something like that.
I know, in my heart of hearts, if she were to call and ask me for the world-- I would scrape up the very most that I could offer and be on her doorstep before the Pizza delivery man. And I know she would do the same for me. But I also know, that now, with all of the time that has passed, she would not call me nor would I call her.
Time may be the most powerful medicine, it will always have a way of changing, or healing, or wisening, or aging, or disguising... It does it to everyone. I hate being a 'grown up' if loosing your childhood is what it means. ¶ 8:59 AM 1 comments
For those of you who don't know, I pretty much had two mothers growing up... My mom, and her best friend. Her best friend was incedentally my best friends mother.
Every summer, of the 100 days, we would spend probably 96 of them together. For at least 8 years in a row. Then she went to college, and then I went to college, and time kept passing and we kept growing.
Then she got married, and I stood at the front of the church with her. Then I got married, and there she was like we had promised each other we would be ever since we were tiny people.
To the best of my knowledge, that was where our promises with each other ended. They didn't cover the divorce to follow for me, or the child that followed for her.
I just got a myspace message asking that we don't do christmas gifts this year. You have no idea how depressing I find that notion. And yes, its so dumb to be depressed about something like that.
I know, in my heart of hearts, if she were to call and ask me for the world-- I would scrape up the very most that I could offer and be on her doorstep before the Pizza delivery man. And I know she would do the same for me. But I also know, that now, with all of the time that has passed, she would not call me nor would I call her.
Time may be the most powerful medicine, it will always have a way of changing, or healing, or wisening, or aging, or disguising... It does it to everyone. I hate being a 'grown up' if loosing your childhood is what it means. ¶ 8:59 AM 1 comments
Monday, December 04, 2006
Viva Las Vegas
I am back from Vegas, quite a bit lighter from the amount of money that has fallen into the black hole that is Vegas... But at least I have pictures!
Bryan and I just arriving, me sans makeup....
The Bellagio Tree...
The Ceiling at the Bellagio... I want.
The view of the fountains from our hotel room...
Bryan and I mourning the loss of our Beatles LOVE tickets, but celebrating the acceptance of our ZuManite Tickets...
My very favorite part of the hotel accomodations... A very large Jaccuzzi bath.
And in case you are interested, this is me when I get old...
Vegas rocked. Cirque De Soleil ZuManate was in one word, amazing. One show that I feel confident will never leave the confines of Las Vegas due to the nakedness. Worth the trip in itself though... ¶ 8:37 AM 3 comments
Bryan and I just arriving, me sans makeup....
The Bellagio Tree...
The Ceiling at the Bellagio... I want.
The view of the fountains from our hotel room...
Bryan and I mourning the loss of our Beatles LOVE tickets, but celebrating the acceptance of our ZuManite Tickets...
My very favorite part of the hotel accomodations... A very large Jaccuzzi bath.
And in case you are interested, this is me when I get old...
Vegas rocked. Cirque De Soleil ZuManate was in one word, amazing. One show that I feel confident will never leave the confines of Las Vegas due to the nakedness. Worth the trip in itself though... ¶ 8:37 AM 3 comments
