Diary of A Mad White Woman I watched "Diary of A Mad Black Woman" last night... So Empowering. What a commentary on crazy family and a crazy marriage. Maybe I liked it so much because I can identify so well with it. I have all of this pent up rage and anger, and it is mostly directed at my husband, and some at my mother in law (who has now been visiting for five weeks.) We had a huge fight a couple of weeks ago, and even though appologies were made, I don't know if I am capable of forgiving him. I don't evven honestly know if I want to be capable of forgiving him. Frankly, I don't think anyone sould have to forgive someone for heinous acts of disrespect.

I can't believe I am posting this on the world wide web for all of the world to see. Welcome to the public viewing of my own personal self destruction.  ¶ 12:33 PM